a destination to endure

Salam and hye.;)

ok, tau it's been a while i did not pressed the keyboard to express my feeling in this small blog of mine..lpas masuk ipba, tersangat la busynye..x penah kot busy mcm ni EVER in my life.gilos la, kalau kau x caye,x pe la tapi tolonglah percaye sbb mmg la kau kene percaye atas fakta yang berasas tanpa asas ni..ok, sudah berkel*ng ye di situ..tapi like seriously im in my blur state now.tadi pon went to class with baju kurung and sneakers menjijit beg besar ala2 pak daud nak ke sawah..si amira yang perempuan da jadi jantan??ouh,semestinye tidak,just nak try jep tapi tak menjadi kot,feel like badut sgt smpai kemengarutan dalam kelas..im a woman and will act like one after this,no more those kind of things..-.-"

this sem,im taking 7 subjects u ol..(warning: subjects yang make me insane,looots of reading until have to stay up all nite,library segale..ok,its fun,dem fun,baru la remaje weh,studet weh.:)*sigh*)

Literature

Linguistics

Child Development

Philosophy of Education

Bahasa Melayu Komunikatif

TITAS

Co-curricular Management

and im livin in a house with all the girls from my previous class in ib..rumah ni best,housie pon bes..best la,x tau nak ckap mcm ni..mungkin mcm eatin aiskrim di dalam salji smpai lutut,err,maybe..insyaAllah nanti i'l show to u how it looks like.lepas da dikemas la..;p.and im in the same rum with nadia and pupu..nice roomies, for now..hehe.1st day ari tu,kitorang basuh jamban same2 smpai lenguh blakang asyk menyental lantai and mangkuk jamban yang x senonoh 2..iyerrrr,kurang civilised betul last year's students yang duk bilik ni..da la byk gilos puntung and habuk rokok dalam ni..nak mati awal agaknye,baik kau makan je habuk2 tu,baru la enak until menjilat bulu idung..ok,da beremosi..maaf,maaf..+.+"

My rummies..sanggup korang biarkan aku x masuk gambar??macam ni la roommate,mcm ni la korang,adeh,ni yang nak sorok bwah selimut je ni..lpas ni no more pinjam cermins aku..;D

Till then, wish me luck guys and girls, i'll wish the best in both world for you too..;)

p/s: eh,belakang itu bukan my place..jangan salah paham,my place of course yang paling byk biri biri elements,adeh,nak jugak biri biri die 2..;p

zero

salam and hye ol.:)

ok,how's ur day??already found your stockings inside your handbag?or maybe thinking bout someone badly as i did?naaah,nothing to wory about,chill lahhh, hidup ni sekejap, mari kite bergumbira tapi tolaklah botol2 todi ketepi,mahupun nyah nyah yang tenga bagi discount kat lorong2 yang x brape gelap itu kerana takut dirinya tidak dapat dilihat ditempat gelap..ingatlah juge kubur yang menanti di tepi jalan on the way ke bandar kuantan tu or mane2 bandar sekalipun,ouh,di kampung kampung jugak..;p. btw, my day was way too much relaxing mannn, too bad for my arteries, too bad for my brain and too bad for my soul.ape2 jela..-.-".merapu meraban je padahal diri sndiri sangat sangat lah tak stabilnye..ish3..*acu senapang gajah ke kepala*

ok,senapang gajah hutan panjang ni pon jadi la weh..aku x nak yang pendek2, x lut.. lapisan lemak tebal ye lpas blik umah ni..=')

apekah kaitan zero ngan post ni??zero equal to kosong,kosong equal to nothing and nothing equal to what's in my mind sekarang ni..maybe im nothing for my own self too, feelingless, wordless, emotionless..yeah, aku beku sangat, dem..to my life environment, people around me, my social life, my inner character, my self esteem, i beg u ol, please gimme my life back! i want to feel worthy, happy, angry n etc.perlu bersyukur juge, so sile senyum.=').to conclude,zero = nothing to shout here in ma blog, just a simple update yang menggelikan ketiak kerane korang mesti fikir : (die ni ingat sape nak update mende tak berfaedeh lagi buduh mcam ni,kau ingat kau hanis zalikha?fatin liyana si doktor itu kah ataupun maria elena yang fashionable gile babas 2?)..my answer pule semestinye:(ni blog aku,suke atila,nak update letak satu titik pon suke ati perot akulah,ok,itu da belagak)..)+.+"

sudah sudah la emotional part yang freezing and annoying lagi perasan gilos tahap memalukan diri sndiri je tu wahai cik mira yang sangat lah wangi..ok la, mahu mandi,still x bole change this bad habit..euuwww, anak dara apelah mcm ni,duda2 tgk pon x nak,apetah lagi mak2 janda..hehe(,peringatan: x semestinye orang x suke mandi awal tu berhati busuk ok wlaupon luarannye lagila x busuk..-.-")

mungkinkah lepas aku mandi bunge baru dapat semangat nak rajin mandi?ouh,habislah bunge di taman cik kiah nanti akan kupetik..hehe(buat kaum lelaki,saje je nak jage pandangan mate korang tak letak gambar mak mak dare tenga berkemban sambil berendam ye..-.-")

ok,amek kau gambau makcik yang blagak wangi yang sukew berendam macam badak:

GUDNITE SEMUA,MMMUUUAH!!EUW,BYE.=.='

it is a request moment tonite

salam and hye semua.;)

lame giler kan gua x update blog?im not that busy nor goin somewhere far,just didnt hve the mood to write,to express and to sit far too long then what i had spent past weeks here in this tiny space yang x brape tiny pon..ok la,malam ni nak spent few minutes nak jwab few tags my friends gave me..lame da actually dorang bagi,si pemalas ni je jadi dem sulking to her bloggie,sorry incik blog.;)..thanks to amira shakim(my primary skool bestie) and syareef(classmate di ib) for the tags btw..=)

1st tag from cik shakim

[1] 3 Names in your inbox cellphone

3 nama teratas(kat my celcom no)

cik mad

celcom

mohamad fadzli

[2] Your main ringtone?

x penah tukar ringtone dari dulu,suda bertaun taun,its not a song,mcm bunyi2 sgt kuat je.hehe.(setia kan aku?aha)

[3] What U did at 12 last night?

read Lawak Kampus connection smbil dengar lagu kt mp3

[4] Who was the last person U went out with?Where?

my brothers,ronde2 kat im cari goreng pisang tapi x jumpe..haih,manela pisang2 ni pegi

[5] The color of T-shirt you're wearing now?

dark blue

[6] The last thing you did?

mkan biskut jagung naiyu cicah hot tea..omg..sumpah bes giler.=p

[7] 3 of your everyday favourite items?

cellphone

lense

tb

[8] The color of your bedroom

striking orange

[9] How much money in your wallet now?

rm2..ahha.sumpah da pokai

[10] Your favourite song?

its been a decade since knowing new song..ok,itu tipu tpi serious ketinggalan..december by norah jones maybe.

[11] What will you do next wekend?

dunno..jalan2 kot

[12] When was the last time U saw Ur Mum?

10 minit lepas

{13] Where is she now?

kat bilik tengah tido

[14] When was the last time you talked to your parents?

few minutes before

[15] Who is the last person that texted U?

cik mad

[16] Where did U have your dinner last night?

umah la,mane lagi

[17] The last suprise you got?

umi agree sy beli hp baru.hehe

[18] Last thing U borrowed from ur friends?

arggh,x ingatla

[19] What do you feel now?

nothin

[20] Who knows ur secret?

siti aisyah,kman,maybe..i dun hve that much secret pon la..im not that secretive typo

[21] They keep ur secret?

yeah,i think so

[22] Are you angry with someone?

nope, xnak my face to be filled with wrinkles laa~~

[23] What do you order at McD?

usually mcChicken tyme luch jep,murah..hee.and ouh,milo ice too

[24] The last time you felt so sad?

few days back

[25] What is your wish for tomorrow?

sy nak hidup yang hepi n sihat.=)

[26] Who will U tag next?

syareef

aida

siti aisyah

kman

2nd tag from mr syareef

1. adakah anda rasa anda hot?

giler ke nak perasan diri sndirik hot..kau ingat kau hot ke nak buat soalan mcm ni?.huu.tibe tibe.-.-"

2. update wallpaper yang anda guna sekarang.

kat incik laptop yang slalu buat hal and now di tangan doctor lappy skrang is dis picca :

and in my old cellphone is dis picca :

3. cerita about this picture.

took in the same day,my mother's convocation day.heart them so much.seriously.=')

4. kali terakhir makan pizza.

last tyme hang out with my besties kat ec mall,3 weeks before kot,da lupe..makan 3 slices i think..hehe

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar.

op kos lagu kat page akuh,dont't know why by norah jones..

6. Apa yang anda buat selain selesaikan tag ni?

1.Facebooking

2.blog walking

3.messaging

7. selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil dengan nama apa?

miera

nurul (ade sorang je penah panggil begini)

along(my family members)

auntie maria..ahha

tag lg 5 org.

sape2 yang nak jawabla..huhu

3rd tag also from so called mr damon.aha

We need to upl0ad the cute pink jelly above.

2)Then, put a picture 0f 0urselves.

3)Then, f0ll0wed by s0me int

r0ducti0n ab0ut 0urselves.

4)Then, a wishlist f0r December.

4)Put the title 'itu aku' f0r this entry!

5)Finally, tag an0ther 5 pers0n :)

2) me.myself.i

3) im nurul amira, an unpredictable,emotional,egoistic, big headed girl et cetera et cetera yang negative2 jep..huhu

4) december wishlist(yeah,its christmas but nothin to wish from the bearded papa, i have HIM, The Almighty.=))

> a bag filled with make up and make up kits

>finish reading all the books on the shelf

>losing few kilos

> restructure my unradiant skin

>downloading songs and songs and songs

>goin to gambang waterpark

>cooking and baking new recipes

>blajar mandi awl..susahnye..-.-"

>blajar mix n match

>counting days before a new year in a new college.=)

>that's it kot..hehe<

5) malas,up to te readers..=)

okla,thats it,esok mesti update,please bgi sy sokongan yang jitu..;p

GUDNITE

Day Ten: One confession.

Assalamualaikum wbt and hye

i'll goin back to kedah in an hour..leavin my blog all alone here..hee.padan muke kau cik belog..kau da buat aku stick wif u days and nights..so the confession :

I Cried just now because of missing someone. silly me.

Gud Day Peeps

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Assalamualaikum wbt and hye

ade sumone ni asyik sgt kutuk aku, aku tak kisah la weh...kau ingat kau bgus sgt ke??blah la, sikit aku x heran~~~reput la dlam bilik kau sorang sorang dengan lipas merayap rayap kat mulut yang kuat sgt kuarkan phrases mcm2 kat org lain..( dem mean rite??haihh, im not that bad actually, saje nak tunjuk gangster, baru orang x bully myself like always..yeahh, amira katang skali, jgn brani nak kaco die..-.-")

sy hepi, sy gembire, sy merasai segale galenye..Alhamdulillah atas nikmatMu Ya Allah..tanx to all the people exists in my life..im no one without you, i wont live without you, my oxygens..=). muke cam badut pon ade sumthing behind it..wanna be clown for someone afterwards..;D

Be Good with the nite, GOODNITE.;)

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Assalamualaikum wbt and hye

so, we move on terus ke 3 turn ons of my switch :

1) a good conversation

2) masculine smelled perfume

3) not so loose (tight la tu..) shirts with not so baggy( skinny la tu..) pants add up with not so wide( thin la tu..) tie..=)

p/S : had a blast with my buddies today..watchin Bruce Lee , My Brother ( What The Fish gilos laa this movie.-.-"), terbang 10 hengget den..first tyme watchin chinese movie in cinema, x pe la, 1 Malaysia punye pasal bhai..

this is the picca i slambe gile cap kari babas je amek dlam cinema..sape kisah, ade 9 penonton je kot..panggung itu kami yang punya..nasib x de mangsa jantan yang kami mahu kerjakan tadi..;p

the compulsory- Teluk Chempedak

Gudnite

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Assalamualaikum wbt and hye..

Its been things happening in my life tonite..stuck in the middle of a situation..a deep hollow in somewhere i called home..promising the exit door i hope will come in my life and everyone around me despite all the problems raised occasionally..left behind all the dark memories of myself in it..ok, stop with the melancholic phrases, everyone have their own problems, whether it shows or not, it is the matter of how they handle it..rite? we do love ourself, be positive amira, it is all you need darl~=) * calm mood*

so, the four turn offs:

1) belittling others and looking high at themselves

2) negative vibes peeps

3) forced others type* u're not the king lahh..*

4) never think of others feeling, opinion and etc, only themselves matter and should be pitied

* selfish*

p/s: i'm on the cloud 9..okeyh, sy gedik..=)

gudnite